lostsheep

I am reaching, but I fall And the night is closing in As I stare into the void Into the whirlpool of my sin I'll escape now from that world From the world of ...Paigey!! :) Paigeylass is nothing now! Another story must begin! >.< Gotta love Les Mis! New site, by the way http://theshadowforsaken.deviantart.com wo0t! >.

Let me explain that last entry...it was sort of a test, and if you don't know me really, REALLY well, you won't understand it. You'll pretty much think I'm a bitch. Basicly, I was madly in love with this guy, but our friendship got rifted and I didn't know how to deal with it...so I just........well, it just felt like I died on the inside, and everything that came out of my mouth was either depressing, negative, or rude. I'm glad those times are over. For now, please ignore that entry. I was partially insane... :)

Well, life sucks. What else is new. For some reason it seems like Cupid is blind, or just hates me because in these past few weeks everyone is falling in love and going on dates and are just peachy. Everyone BUT me AS USUAL. I don't know whether to be angry or sad right now...I feel vulnerable to cut. Damn. There's nothing I can do but depend on my pompous and self-righteous suicide. I hope this thing is private only and not public because this is some personal shit here. Eh, well. There's nothing more to say. Coa.